All good things come to an END

It just so cute to me taken it when I am drinking soya bean milk in the shop.

Happy 20th birthday Peggie~muah~!!

New family member~lil Tira

She was......

She just so cute~lil Tira baby

Hi-Tea time

London London bridge is falling down~It's Penang bridge~
lovely isn't it?

I used to accompany my grandma to this place everyday..

Tomorrow will be the last day of 2007,
I do really think about what was happened in this year,
There was heap of bad things let me down but tons of lovely things pop me up and still alive
I did learn a lot from my mistakes and change it to an advantage..
Life's go on...I am tougher now...
Thanks y'll muah
Let's bygone be bygone
Welcome the 2008
Let's party~

**HAPPY NEW YEAR**

An answer..

Somehow an answer decided your next step in your life

But

How if I haven't get the actual answer?
There is too much unreasonable reason and excuses blocking the way to get the answer..

hee

That's all bout me today~

another starbucks day~oppss

I thought we could~

In a sudden I wondering...
why it happened again n again?

How come we always allow it happed again n again....
peaceful seems like so hard to be reach

who let the dogs out??

Today was my 7th day stay in Penang~n I went to Queensbay mall this afternoon..which is the biggest mall in Penang~well its look hopeful for Penang btw....those lala bitches who working in those lala brand store announced hopeless for the world~stop creating harajuku by urself its really look sucks on u~!!!u will nvr look like those Japaneses in harajuku~I can't imagine those ugly words from those seafood's mouth is really works..Shut up bitch~~mirror urself before tease ppl~~oh ya~~those ppl hanging around u might be lala as well so u nvr ever noe non-seafood taste as well~~I really feel like throw an **updated** magazine on ur face n go back under ur sea forever~~!!!

sunset

Suddenly I do feel those pic impress me much...

Somehow It will happened at the same place in the same hour everyday...

but who cares?

btw

It's just depends on your mood..

Feel happy when u r happy..

Feel sad when u r sad..

That's what v supposed to be...

somehow I~

Somehow I am missing the past..or mayb just a progress while waitin for another?

Somehow I thought there always a silly hope in my mind...or mayb I do think too much?

Somehow I hide...or mayb I already knew it will cause my mood swing?

Somehow I just pretend nth..or mayb I don really care bout it?

Somehow I just dont want to force..or mayb I already give up?

Somehow I am hurt...or mayb I already get used to it?

Somehow I feel happy without you..or mayb its just what me n you supposed to be?

Somehow I already recovered for so long...or mayb only enough for you to realize everything?

After a yr The answer is : That's enough~

Women n Money?

From century to century and generation to generation, women have been known to have a different orientation towards money than men. We have been trained on the conscious and unconscious levels to be less than, even smaller than men. History tells us that women belong at the heart of the family, to nurture, support and rear children. What this instilled in the minds and souls of women was that it is a man’s world. Men go out and provide for women; they take risks; they are the almighty and powerful who will protect and provide for us. We learned how to be a subservient subculture, whether through entering jobs of service; being homemakers, or allowing men to handle our money.

Historically, women have not been encouraged to deal with the pressures of business, envy, competition, responsibility and accountability. We settle. And when we do this, we betray all we can be. We have been known to think small because we don’t believe we can achieve our dreams. Sometimes, we don’t even allow ourselves to dream. We are still waiting to be loved, to be taken care of. It’s easier. BUT IT’S NOT! We waste our energy looking for “it” on the outside, rather than inside ourselves, with all our knowledge, wisdom, enthusiasm, passion and creativity.

Another myth is that women believe they are not good enough or smart enough to reach the higher financial echelons. We are creating small home-based businesses which is a big step towards independence and heightening our self-esteem, and many women choose this as their priority, especially when they are home with their children. However, we have major fears about failure and success on a larger scale. If we have dreams, we’re afraid we’ll do the wrong thing, and it means we’re not worthy. We are afraid to take risks and we use our fears to stay small. It’s easier. It also creates a vicious cycle so that we continue to stay in the same place -- on a treadmill going nowhere – complaining and blaming others and life for our miseries and lack of happiness and abundance. It’s the familiar, the comfort zone we have come to know and from which we don’t want to leave.

We are now in the 21st Century. Although we have only made a small impact on the universal belief system of our role expectations, women have evolved substantially over the last 50 years. As we continue to challenge our misconceptions about who we think we are, take risks, model ourselves to one another, and create new self-images, we will continue to evolve and integrate ourselves, with a much higher standard, into the larger orchestra of life. Thus, we will create our own unique rhythm that vibrantly and dynamically harmonizes with all parts of life.

p.s Its just a copied and paste article :P

The Inspector spirit~

Who is that Tb with peg?gosh...

when i was young

When he was young~

so cute right?argh~~~!!!

p.sKiv kiv envy right? its not mine either..gosh~

Dont u think so?

Love is the history of a woman's life; it is an episode in man's.

Thankful...

After couple days

I

Reliese...

There is always thousand tiny thingy that make u smile
instead of upset for a truth that we couldn't change so..

Don't you think so?

Special thanks:-

lovely brenda

and her again
This weekend v have been window shopping

(dunno y just middle of the month but im so broke just can do so)

Sorry mummy its time for bank-in again...oopss

Btw...v did alot chit chat in Coffee bean that v nvr chat b4...appreciate it lots

Perhaps after a while she graduated from Raffles

We only hang out much compared when v were in coll..

At least something..haha.....

Rohnie..my junior since secondary school
The one who always help us to fullfill our tummy..

until i becoming....

Mad Boxing chicken in Friendster cafe

Scared of purple thingy from William

haha...

From Penang to Kl to Damansara We did met lotsa personal problem...

Finally v back to who we used to be...

We used to be talk alot without thinking...

Last night v did too..

Btw...Rohnie you did changed lot..

The way u caring me..

Listening to me i did touch somehow..

Sorry for those so called 'lansi' thingy i did to you..haha...

p.s See you are a part of my blog too **wink**

Next

One of my sista

Name : unknown

Age : secret

History :**HEAPS**

She is the one who know me well..

p.s won't kill me right?haha...

huh....that thing~haha

And finally...

Name: unknown

Age : confuse

Hobby : Tiak Tiak game

Ambition : Super model..

OOPSSS...GroSSSS~~~~

p.s Just for laugh...don sue me...hahahahhaa~~

love u guys..muackxxx

when i...

When I...

Travelling around that i shouldnt walk thru

Eating whateva i shouldn't had to

Spending everyday that i shouldn't waste

Turn off the music...

listening the song deep inside my heart in the middle of the night...

truly madly deeply...

Realize....

Everyone surrouding me getting what they want

Full of joy

and reflecting how much left on myself..

No intteruption..

Until

I got the same situation...

Those feelin'

Blackened evening sky

Moon shifting across the darkness

Waiting for the sun...

she is a bitch~

pass few days
my housemate move out w/out informing us..and avoid to talk to us face to face with her moving plan too..
and its so well plan for her..
she told us she already found a replacement for next month..and this is wat she supposed to do too...its no problem for u to move out and found a replacement..
today v only realize its was a track of her~f**king bitch..
the management person she said who already found someone for replacement..
and she told us she nvr see her and dont know that she already move out too..what a fool~~
before that our house was a mess
and can u imagine she only cleaning for once or twice in one year?
This is true...and she nvr accept when v r complaining...v hv right to complain u such a rubbish bin~~!!that is also another reason y everyone try to ignore her...even her laundry smell ugly every moment when she hanging dry...it was so cool to YOU serena sitompul~~!!wat u trying to show all the world im talking bad stuff behind u?do u think u r thre right 1?u are smart to do all this irresponsible trouble to us...nth else to tell u...and wait for ur karma~~!!

the cutest smile ever

guess who?haha..
so pity always take pic alone with nice nice view kan?
here u are~~ im taking pic wt u..when u r in LOndon~~
happy?haha..
**LOL**

Into the mirror I peered this morning, but my eyes could only see,
Not the reflection that was there, but what once was me:
A young girl whose face had no crow’s feet or lines;
Embracing hopes for a bright future of a grand design;
A smile that had not yet known heartbreak’s painful sting;
Green eyes that twinkled with childish mischief and daring;
Locks of darkest brown, extremely thick and difficult to brush;
Glowing cheeks that were easily enticed to a rosy blush;
Alabaster colored skin, velvety soft and silken smooth,
And full sensitive lips, yearning with kisses to tempt and soothe.
All manner of hopes and dreams were plainly written on that young face,
But time has changed it with events no vanishing cream can erase.
Into the mirror I peered once again, but this time the reflection was clear;
The young woman’s face of years ago had changed, was no longer here.
Worry worked its black magic, creating countless lines that deeply creased;
Many of the youthful dreams unfilled, so the anticipatory look ceased;
The smile is slighter, shy and timid from heartbreak’s painful stings;
Salty tears have left marks from the most painful parts of daily living;
Eyes, still mischievous, now peek from behind oval spectacles;
Secretly hiding away from modern life’s pains and cruel prickles;
Gray and all too quickly thinning of those once curly locks;
My hair now requires dye from a store, manmade color from a box;
Lips that have tempted and soothed but still yearn for more;
Cheeks that continue to blush, but less frequently than before;
And the drying alabaster skin that whispers of life’s battles.
All the changes that are here to stay speak in unsaid tattles
Of a face that has known despair and joy, known laughter and tears,
Now clearly reflecting a woman who has lived life for all her years.
But behind the face I now have, hiding beneath aged skin, that young girl still thrives,

For my youthful spirit lives within, and despite age, the young girl survives.



well..this is probably not my writing~~haha..its from an old folk
no reason why..recently i love to listen to old folks..
they are so real as kids but not as innocent as kids..
its that cause we are middle between kids and old folks
that's y we lost our realness and innocence?
when we born we got innocence and when we old what we left just surface happiness?
For me...
their smile more peaceful than whomever
their words more meaningful to whomever
their wrinkles telling people stories that they had went through
everything is keep on changing older and older every single minute
only we create our memories newer and newer in our mind
everyone might know the way to work hard for their own future
when meet failure we try to hide ourself from real life
However we only can stand up and get back to the track...

yesterday's shadow,filling tomorrow's point of view

I drop yesterday's shadows
like so many falling stones
I can't deny the truth no more
and allow the eyes of my life

to readjust to my future

winner of EQ

its too childish..
go ahead to shout out more
i will just feel








u
are
mad
~
~
!!
cause
i wanna be on top~~!!
winner of EQ~~!!
haha~~

silent night~~

big gurl don't cry...im crying cause im not yet a big gurl~
its was an awful night sorry for all my friends
suddenly feel lost..n pop out lots ?? and asking reason y in my mind...
i nvr felt that for a long while...its hurt its proof that u r nothing..
YOU ARE OUT..!!!
a meant world that v r living..
and telling myself
mayb life rewards effort not excuse~~
successful ppl failed more often
they plant more seeds.
go go n move move to wat u want now everyone..
or u regret later~~

under the shadow...

a day, a lesson, a reminder

Past few days i was so so damn busy...
lack of rest lack of food (might be a good thing for my weight? haha)lack of time...
was so panic...but i cant fall asleep when i hv time for it...
btw thanks for helping me...i did treat u guys meal right?haha...
huh..and also went to a place that so many people been forgotten or mayb ignore...
there not welcoming you with your money but what they only want is ur heart...
heart to only care of them talk to them...
a place that waiting death?
its that a direct end to send them there?
when i first saw those old folk there thru there smile the laughter...
my mind pop up with...
that's all they can do even they want more?
how if is me stay over there?
its not a kindergarden is not a nursery for a kids that beginning of their social life
but its a old folk house that they scared to stay for the rest of their life...
i even didn't talk much didn't know them much...she keep smiling to me...
she was 92yrs old...haha...how she really feel huh?
her positiveness her smile i learn lots just only few hours there...
there are still so many thing cant buy with money....
she told me:'you good ar good ar..haha...have heart hor don blame ah ma oh i dunno how to speak mandarin and i always learning'
she was trying to get closer to me cause i don really how to speak her language...
i admire her attitude her positiveness the way she educated ppl...
haha...i will always miss you....even u r not my real ah ma...
i feel touched...i feel appreciate time and people...
no regret when something happened but the attitude and time you did spent...

when it will be..it will be...

every morning...

sun rise...

opened eyes full of unwillingness...

take shower...

make up...

went to class...

facing the same lecturer for whole day...well..u r good lecturer haha....i didnt mean u~~just huh..bored~~!!

my heart my soul still in the class?was thinking of yoU?You?yOu?or YOU?listening to neng bu neng...strong feeling came out from my mind...what was turning around around around in my mind...I shouldn't think this now...lots more stuff i need to concentrate much more important than this...but why now?

There is no why..v r normal human being...v r always surrender towards emotional...

someone choose to do something crazy to fullfilll their emptyness...

someone able calm down and think probably...

someone choose to be drunk...

i choosen to talk nonsense and laugh out with my sillyness way...

btw...

im still always thinking the same thing...

haha..what to do?!peg ar peg...always tell herself when it be then it will be...

think too much peg~~!

back to 05 , 06

peg**^^**gie life while 05 n 06 remixxxx~~~~!!(lazy to arrange)haha so called remix~~!!
feel it even tough u cant touch it~~wahaha..

feeling happiness of sunshine~~
school days~~
AND HE wore tis to school~~haha


v like pocky


sista

ser n peg multiculture k box

let's be craziee





hua ci?!

my babies happy TO HV u guys~~!


donkey style?!

1st met wt donkey^^
and v like to~~

miss peggie~~!!
miss keith and peg..miss u~~
when she alone and hvnt remove make up~~snap snap snap~~

gathering~~~~!!
santa can u hear me~~~~
im looks ugly but meaningful pic 251206
feel the crowded~~

big big smile~~

my 19th birthday~~!!thanks ser,phil and cel~~!!
wish to be beautiful and more beautiful~~!!wahaha 061106




crazieee in sg~~!!miss ya hiroki,colin,keith,kainen,des and bla bla bla bla~~~
beloved pie ever^^

sing sing sing~~!!
ahhh hhuh~~~!!
peggilicious?!
lolli lolli pop pop pop~~
club club club~~!!

my strawberry~~sob sob
lunch time always on dinner time~~haha
ron and peg
jln gurney 2~~!!
meaningful kfc ever
and then she lost
peg's mummy~love her smile...miss u so much~~
auntie celest,peg and bao~~




always b HAPPY peg~~




gotta uploads for 07 oh~~~!!be paaatiiennnttttt...muackxxx**^^**