silent night~~

big gurl don't cry...im crying cause im not yet a big gurl~
its was an awful night sorry for all my friends
suddenly feel lost..n pop out lots ?? and asking reason y in my mind...
i nvr felt that for a long while...its hurt its proof that u r nothing..
YOU ARE OUT..!!!
a meant world that v r living..
and telling myself
mayb life rewards effort not excuse~~
successful ppl failed more often
they plant more seeds.
go go n move move to wat u want now everyone..
or u regret later~~